We're having a home school inset day today. For staff mental wellbeing.If it isn't fun, we're not doing it today!I wanted to share this but now I'm uploading I feel a bit sick. I share pictures of myself on social media but let's face it.. in a photo you can angle yourself how you feel comfortable and hide your wobbly bits.. I think part of the reason I get so anxious making videos is because I'm ashamed of how I look. I've gained a lot of weight over the last two year, my confidence has dropped and I like to hide behind the camera instead of step out in front of it. That's no way to live though. I want my kids to see I was present and not just hiding behind a camera. So, in attempt to leap over a mental hurdle that I know is holding me back, here is me, dancing like a complete idiot with my kids. Wobbly bits wobbling for all to see. Am I happy with how I look? No. Am I going to let it stop me living my best life anymore? No.I figure putting this out there means that you have all seen the real me (not the carefully angled, filtered me) and so hopefully I can stop feeling like I need to hide away so much.If you've got this far through my ramble then well done and hi.. #thisisme
